Blog Restart

This trip to Norfolk to visit some of my family for Thanksgiving was a great idea!  I've had a blast but its also been an eye opener. Looking back at my original post on here I can see that I knew my life would be different but I didn't expect it to be quite like this. I'm not the same happy person I was at Lake Forest. To be honest I will probably never be that person ever again. I want to find new happiness in my new life but I've come up a day and a dollar short at every turn.

I've decided to write every day for 31 days grabbing ideas from different sources each day. My goal is to try to remove the thoughts that are clouding my brain so that I can start 2015 with a fresh start. I will begin my official 31 days on December 1st.

Choices

Four days until commencement! I am overwhelmed by the choices that I have to make. Every single choice from here on out will be difficult to make and packed down with consequences and emotions. So how do I choose my path? I don't even know what to choose for breakfast, much less my future! It's a lot of pressure and a lot people to please. I know that I should only be worried about what I want but it's not that easy. I think I should've done this all along and it is way overdue but God I send up my prayers in hopes that you will continue to guide me to where I belong!

Graduation: The final page of undergrad at Lake Forest College

Five days until commencement! I don't know what to feel at this point. It feels like I just got here, while at the same time like I've been here forever. This has been my home for four years and I've loved it, hated it, embraced it, and now I think I'll actually miss it.